Stonin.

today... hmmmm.... went out with my mum, which meant another day of escaping homework & study! woots! haha... but that isn't the main point. actually, i don't know what is. so heck.

today's my mum's b'day & my parents' wedding aniversary.

& since me & my brothers didn't get anything for them(oops... -shy-), we bought them dinner. see, aren't we just so lovable. lolx... okok, so we aren't that lovable... heh heh...

there isn't anything much to say. these days are practically spent on stonning. can't wait til fri. but it isn't even confirmed yet. damn... i wanna go out... i wannna go out.... i wanna go out!!!!!!!! haish...

anw, i've got something really important to do. so yeah, that's it. holiday life is SO boring... too bad i ain't old enough to get a part time job. my 2nd bro & i were contemplating to go do volunteery work in an orpahnage. looking forward to it, but i doubt i'll be able to go, considering my age...

Holiday Life...

yeah, the holidays are here again. & im totally dyin of overload of homework. urgh. & i've decided to use PROPER spellings for my posts, which means, no more sms language for my posts. =). haha.. & yes, it's the cue for you to start gasping hysterically & fainting. lol...

there's nothing much to post about these days, i just slack around everyday refusing to do my homework. hahahaha. i wana go out. i don't wanna die at home. it's not very nice.

oh yes, & pbl's gonna be the death of me. & one of my "oh so wonderful & nice" mroup members isn't in s'pore. so CONGRAGULATION to the 2 of us left. -______________-"...

i'm so bored... so i shall post some pics! ahahahaha... u see, boredom can make a person go totally cuckoo. lol...



Roxy! is'n't she just so damn adorable?? aww...



sushi roll! lolx... =)



ahahahaha.. dad got her a new dress. lol.



ok, ignore that foot there. haha...

Hapi...

okok, 4 the 1st tym since i met laura, i shall listen to wat she says. =). say thk eu laura. haha...

yesyes, i shall stop flirting to the mirror. lolx...

aiya, 2dae... woke up, stoned, met up wit jaz den took bus wit 1e to tuition. & here i m ag. haiya, tuition got hw... dun feel lyk doin. althou the compo have some1 die ag. lol... but im guessin mine will be lyk supa long. urgh...

my shortest post so far since... errr... ah watever.

Dammit.

omg 2dae muz be on the list of my top 10 worst days of my life. urgh... dammit la...

lemme tell u wat happened...

i woke up l8 in the mornin.
got nagged at cuz i woke up late.
(oh yeah, wat a great way to start the day huh. -_________-")
managed to catch the bus.
when i reached skool realized i brought the wrong blouse 4 zoey.
we were given piles & i min PILES of hw to do.
(juz how de heck do dey expect us to finish it??? we have 4 weeks of hols not 4 yrs!)
miss tay let us watch one leg kickin! yay. but den our form teacher walked in halfway & asked her to stop so tt she can speak to us. & the 2 teachers just had to block our view of the show while they were tokin. -_________-"
we got lectured by our form teacher. she said wat we din listen in class. & abt cca's & stuff. but watever.
den i just HAD TO 4get my eng file which was due a long long tym ago. (damn.)
went hme wit yi ping since i wasn't allowed to go out.
den the mrt tt arrived & we got on was not 4 passenger use. so we had to get off & w8 4 the nex 1.
bought mcdonalds 4 lunch & the stupid 67 took so damn long. & even worse, the bus driver who drove the 1st 1 was changin shifts, so we had to w8 4 the 2nd 1.
den when gonna reach the bustop i pressed the bell & tapped my card. den i thot the th alr sounded hu knew it didn & i had to alight at the followin stop & walk alll the way back. dammit. -__________-"
i was lyk majorly pissed. humph.
went 4 lessons in de evenin. was lyk the 1st 1 to arrive & was lyk damn quiet. so eerie... went to the tiolet & i cut my finger on the lock.. -____________-" & it was lyk deep la...
& i totally messed up all my steps. haish..
lesson ended l8, lyk 930(supposedly ends at 8. but den it always drags til 9. so my mum onli comes at 9 to pick me up.) i met my mum outside at 935, & she was lyk totalli freakin out.
& she started sayin tt this was the reason y she duzn let me go on nite outins. & she went on & on... haish...

ya, so 2dae CANNOT get much worse den tt.. al liz i hope so....

Stoning...

i don't know y... but i jus feel lyk cryin... lyk screamin... perhaps i do noe the reason but i just carn bring myself to accept it. haish... i don't noe...

today was actually great... but... mood swings ag i gas...

dere wasn't any skool 2dae cuz of the parent teacher meetins but we had to go back to skool 4 dance. jou teng, winnie, regina & i went to tiong baru plaza aft prac. met karin at the mrt station & samantha(tan) at mcdonalds. samantha din see mi. -shrug-

ate at mcdonalds den went shoppn. met laura & keziah at ice lemon tea. so coincidental. but keziah went hme earlier, laura stayed wit us. bought some bdae prezies & earrings.

aft tt wat happened was damn furni. but im 2 lazy to type it cuz its v long. so yeah, go ask laura to blog abt it.

lalala...

hmmm... 2dae... i had the most enjoyable p.e lesson since the alf yr i've been in crescent! ahahaha... im serious! u noe y??? cuz we din run 2dae!!! & we got to play games!!! oh yeah oh yeah! some, well most, ppl played captain's ball. a few of us played basketball 4 a while. yay me, i can still shoot hoops!!!! ahahahaha. den we played BADMINTON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sososososossososososooso hapi can FINALLY plae ag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! agesagesages since i've played. & i SO missed smackin ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahaha... evil me. hahaha.

aft tt was sci. borin. went thru a wrksheet...

d&t. borin. learnt this chap the stupid teacher 4got to teach. -_____-"...

walked back to class & watched "la bi xiao xin"! yayness! lao shi let u watch! hahahaha. den l8e our form teacher just HAD to come to return us our report bks. aiya, spoil our moods. den i got lyk way freaked out & hyper. hahaha... yeah ok, anw, my results werent tt bad aft all.

regina, jou teng, winnie, laura & i went to eat lunch & stoned. laura went hme aft lunch den the 4 of us watched the npcc ppl, qite entertainin. hahaha... den got bored so regina & jou teng started writin letters, winnie duno do wat, i 4got, & i stoned. =). haha. den we tarted doodlein on each other. yeah, we were lyk drawin all over each other. hahaa...

went up to de hall at lyk 345 & stoned. hax... yeah, chaned into zoey's blouse cuase apparenly stupid me 4got to bring mine. so zoey, bein the oh so nice person =P, lent me her blouse. yay zoey! hahahaha... den went 4 foto takin. linglng totally went crazy. haha.

yeah, ok, nth much aft tt. went hme. & den here i m bloggin. aiya, oso duno wat else to do le...so yeah, tts it. will post ag when have inspiration k.

::Dyin::

yeah, im dyin. so wat? not lyk any1 notices. not lyk any1 even bothers abt my existence on earth. oh w8, does any1 even noe?? urgh, no...

exam results sucked. im dead worried & i dunoe wat to do... haish... i hope she's ok... i reali wanna noe if she's ok... i min, i reali wanna help, but i carn do anyth... wat can i do? all i m is a fwen... haish... she din even come 2dae... i hope nth happens to her...

im reali worried... & all dey can do is joke. its lyk dey dun even care abt wats happenin to her anymore...

someone... plz... tell me... wat to do... i dun wan this to happen... nobody would... i wish i can stop it... reali... i wanna help... but there's nth i can do... i carn stop it... & i carn make u feel better by juz talkin to u... cuz... it wont make a diff... haish...

-pray-...

::Sianess::

is there evn such a word? ah, wat the heck. 2dae was extremely borin...

we had this -ehem ehem- sexuality education talk... damn borin ok. & u noe the 1st teacher hu presented, onli abt 1 or 2 slides, out of duno how mani millions, didn have the word sexuality &/or sex. -___________________________________-"... srsly...

-roll eyes-...

i shall stop the habit of using sms language & singlish. yes, haha... we had dance practice today. so tiring. so long never stretch cannot do anything anymore. urgh... we learnt this new dance which we were supposed to learn million of weeks ago but because we went for that stupid history trip thing, we missed it. urgh... the beat is like damn fast & i keep forgetting my steps. humph...

i carn take it!!!! i nid sms language!!!! ahhhh!!!! ok, breathe...

anw, im dying of sianess. tmrw have no skool. wanted to go back to ij but cudnt... hiash... i shall patiently w8 til teacher's day. haha...

oh yeah, which reminds me, we had photo takin 2dae. so eraly in the year. -shrug-.. our "co form teacher"(???) din cum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! alot of ppl h8s him. ahahaha... i tink i looked srsly funni in the pic. i wantd to strangle andrea 4 the fun shot, too bad i din. haish... ahahaha...

::Dotx::

yest was great... & i reali enjoyed it...

i reached there at 1204. i rmbed. ahahaha... anw, met cheryl outside mcdonalds. sat there & chatted 4 a while den karin turned up. we decided to go into mcdonalds to w8 4 amanda(goh). it was alr lyk 1220, so we w8ed 4 cho to cum. she turned up at 1230.

went to sakae sushi to eat. blew our budget. ahahaha... & met vera. yups. den went to shop 4 mum's day gifts. (1,2,3 awwww..... haha...) yesh, bought dis adorable lil' bear. manda & cheryl bought 1 too...

& then... & then.... hmmm... i 4got. yesh, ahahaha... oh, w8, now i rmb, we went to take neos. we were v hyper & the neoprint machine was damn stuffy. yeah, but it was fun. den went to look at the shops... aft tt went to "yellow" & all of us bought this necklace, damn nice. & they engraved our names & the word "ij" on de back. so cool. ahahahaha....

went dwnstairs to get bubble tea. stupid auntie so damn rude. sat dwn outside mcdonalds to drink. me & chocho started talkin abt a certain sum1 breakin up wit a certain sum1. ahahahaha. ya, sat there & chatted 4 duno how long. den chocho was lookin thru the pics n her fone. there was a picture of a guy & the nex 1 was unice. den we suddenly realised tt both of dem looked alike. damn funni. ahahaha. unice turned up when we stopped luffin abt the 2 pics. & all of us started luffin ag. ahahahaha... muz ask chocho to post tt 2 pics. ahahahahaha...

went back up to ''yellow" to collect the necklaces. so damn nice. the lady bully me.ahahahaha... she say she din wanna give me mine... bleaghs. ahahahaha. she's damn nice. & unice made a necklace as well.

i carn rmb wat else happened. ahahaha... anw, i shall post the pics nex tym kays.

::Hmmm::

alot of my pri skool fwenz r depressed rite now. yesh, i understand. its not easy, not being able to see ur fwenx or feelin as if u're driftin apart... its normal. & yes, i feel it too.

b4 i say anyth else, i juz wanted all of dem to noe tt no matter wat happens, we'll always be there 4 each other, mayb not physically, but we noe dey'll nv 4get us, rite? & we'll 4ever remain fwenz...

u guys mite be cursin & swearin ur lungs out sayin its unfair. y duzn any1 care. ive come to realise tt there was someone hu cared. & there'll always be. i noe alot of us may be v unhappi at hme. our parents or siblings. yes, fam probs. common, every fam bound to have it. trust me. dere is no fam without probs.

at hme, alot of my fwenx r v diff frm how dey r when we go out. yesh, & so m i. we, well, some of us, just dread to go hme. cuz their fam's at hme. & i noe we carn change a th, cuz ob, they r aft all the ones closest to us, no matter how much we deny tt fact.

i've heard abt this girl hu wanted to commit suicide. well, cuz of her fam. i dun noe her, but i reali wish to help her. she's the same age as me, i don't noe her name, all i noe is tt she wants to take away her own innocent life. & if she duz do it, she wont understand, she pain might end, but her parents' hearts will never be mended. & how abt all the fwenz tt cares 4 her? i wish she was readin this, & i hope it'l convince her to do the right thing...

if u tink life sucks, or life is hard. ask urself this "compared to wat?" think abt it. reali.. & to all my pri skool fwenz tt thinks no one cares, well, i care. & i'll always be there when u nid me...

::DumDeDumDeDum::

maths exam is over! yayx. woots!!! i absolutely h8 math ok. sucks. urgh... it was damn tough la. movin on, HIST!!!! ahahahahahahahaha... rocks. but the mapwork i'll onli get abt 1 out of 6? haha... hey, wat do u expect? map? muai? no way. haha..

anw, i got sth reali important to tell u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, u, the person readin this. drumroll pls!!!

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i've got a fringe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesh, me, with fringe. suprise, suprise! ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes, im srs. ive got fringe. ahahahaha... dun get me wrong k, its not those china doll type... haha... it looks quite nice thou. ahahahahaha...

go on, start imaginin me, with a fringe! ahahahahaha....